Meh.

So, a certain group of people, who shall remain nameless (for plausible deniability and so that I'll forget who they are too) decided that they no longer want to pay for my services.

I really wanted to vent more about this, but it's late and I'm tired. Maybe more tomorrow.

A year.

And I just realized that I haven't written any thing here for a whole year.

TTF Another Year.

What The Hell Am I Doing?

Well, it's official. I;m never going to come to terms with having to work for a living. I told my roommate this fact and he thought I was joking. So I'm going to keep on hating every job I ever have. Maybe I'll do a porn movie or rob abank to get a load of cash. Knowing me as I do however, I wouldn't save or invest any of the ill-gotten money. I'd just piss it away on toys that I don't need. So that's it then. Here I am: the porn bank robber.

Callin' in Sick Today...

I hate having this dilemma. Do I go to work, which sucks, or do I call in and get a reprimand? It would be really nice to call in, and I don't care about the reprimand, but I do need the money. Unfortunately, this brings me no closer to a decision.

Circut Paths...

For some reason I'm thinking about relationships. Mostly I'm thinking about serious ones, the type that leads to marriage, and ultimately sex. What makes a relationship? Is it just neural pathways that form, expecting a particular stimulus, that when absent is missed? Or is it something else?

All but one of my siblings are married. The one that isn't probably never will be. So far everyone has gotten married in order from oldest to youngest, excepting of course the afore-mentioned sibling. So basically it's down to me. My mother keeps talking to me about how I should prepare for marriage and etc, etc. But is marriage in my plans? Ever? I don't know.

So, I have today off from work. I really don't know what to do with myself, so here I am blogging. I just thought of putting a heading on this post saying what mood I'm in, but that would always be apathetic, so why should I bother? You know it'll always be apathetic.

Spaceship Earth at Epcot picked up Siemens as a sponsor recently. As a result, the ride is going to undergo a major refurbishment. I'm not quite sure what they'll be doing to the ride, but I heard that they are changing the story from the history of communication to technology of some sort. This really is annoying to me, because I really like the ride (mostly) how it is.

Hoping For Rain...

I really hope it rains today. Hard. Lightning would be nice too. I have over a ten hour shift today and I really don't want to work it. Ok, so it won't be that bad, it's just that the scheduler is on major drugs and makes really strange schedules for everyone.

So, I should really write here more, and I say that every time I make an entry, but it's true, I should write more.

TTFM